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"There is so much about my fate that I cannot control, but other things do fall under the jurisdiction. I can decide how I spend my time, whom I interact with, whom I share my body and life and money and energy with. I can select what I can read and eat and study. I can choose how I'm going to regard unfortunate circumstances in my life-whether I will see them as curses or opportunities. I can choose my words and the tone of voice in which I speak to others. And most of all, I can choose my thoughts." — Elizabeth Gilbert

this love 

Anonymous asked: whats yoooo numbaaaaaa

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tiagoblack asked: I have never in my life gone to someone's tumblr and immediately had the desire to know everything I could about them all at once. Where do you live? I ask only because I would love to take you out for tea, lunch, or anything else that allowed me to have what I can only imagine to be one of the best conversations ever. I'm Julian btw, it is a pleasure to meet you :)

well thank you! i’m flattered lol, my name is Eman, i live in Toronto. 

[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]
"Do we believe that we’re civilized,
sophisticated or advanced
So quick to draw blood if given a chance
We dance with the Devil and romance with his rage
With a curse on our mind our prayers seem vague
The plague that sweeps across the garden is fear
Scared of our questions for the days that come near
So we stand guard over our bag of fool’s gold
Never bowing our heads for the souls that we sold
And it’s cold for the heart that stays towards itself
And only feels love for the abundance of wealth
But you can’t pay your way
through the gates of paradise
And you can’t camouflage your grief from God’s eyes
But lucky for us the Creator sees clear
With visions of times when we shed few tears
When our smiles have stretched from ear to ear
All the steps that we’ve travelled from year to year
And he loves who we are deep down inside
Forgives all the hatred, the greed and the pride
It’s the same kind of love that could keep us afloat
When we all realise we need the same boat
With our hands interlocked we could carry the Sun
And bring forth the light where the damage was done
So let’s do the raindance and water the seeds
And pray that the harvest brings what we all need" by phArcyde-wOrld
It’s hard to have a dream when you’re deep inside of one

Anonymous asked: and hoping that making things clear could somehow lift a weight off your shoulder or something even though that may be impossible to do. and like i said, simply wanted to see how you're doing. you're still one of the most amazing people i've known, & that's why it touches a part of me so much even to this day.

I find it difficult to understand till this day , but i can’t live life knowing i have yet to shut away a chapter in my life …i’m glad you’ve realized what you’ve realized, and you’ve grown as a person because that is what you need, and those are the only things you’ve truly needed this entire time. I also find that only in this circumstance does forgiveness possess a burdensome reality, one that reflects and keeps on reflecting. I’m sorry but it is the truth, and the truth is what i am trying to cope with until this day. You and i both know..